My dinner tonight. One small papaya and one pear.......
2 mths time
My mom left M'sia for 2 mths time from 9pm last night. She just reached Aus at 8am just now. Can't eat her cook for 2 mths. I'm start missing her now~~~~
Countdown-ing the days she come back from Aus *but im not sure the actual date she come back. sob sob*
latest me, my mum & my little bro..
Pity doll
My mum hang up all my doll on the rack of my bed. I ter-shock when I stepped in my room.I asked her :'why u hang up all my doll?'
She answered :'I cannot tahan they all spread on your bed. Looks very messy.
I'm speechless...feel pity to them...they like commit suicide-ing.........
Never mind, I will save them when my mum is not around~~~~~
我們都寂寞
赶着下班的计程车
一啸而过
下班后不想回家的我
谁要理我
很多年之前我问
买醉的时候你认识我
最后还一起生活
为怕寂寞我们做了很多
最没空寂寞
偶遇你之后我说
可是我 不知道想要甚么
不知道拥有甚么
可能我们都寂寞
迎面一个老尼姑走过
把路灯看破
有你在家里苦等的我
难道比她幸福得多
现在不想下班的我
我恨我 我不知道想要甚么
我不知道拥有甚么
可能我们都寂寞
走过马路的我说
一个人寂寞 两个人寂寞
可能我 我不知道拥有甚么
而我 又缺少甚么
我害怕甚么 怕甚么
我不知道爱算甚么
而我 又算甚么 我们都寂寞
*p/s: 很棒的一首歌......
責任
最近在工作上遇到了一些問題，遇到一些不負責任的人。很悶.....明明不是我的錯，但是卻被說成好像是我的錯。一些人，自己做錯事卻不敢承認，反而把事情推得一乾二淨。真討厭！！！！
我卑視你！！！
無奈的我~~~.....~~~
他的风筝
因为孙自佑，我爱上了这首歌
他的风筝
就到这里分手
安慰的话别说
我会记得你给我的美好
从此不再寻找
不再轻易拥抱
别管我的感受
别怕伤害了我
飞翔如果是你要的自由
我怎能不放手
不愿让你牵挂我的寂寞
你的掌心你的温柔
点燃了我点燃了寂寞
别管我松开手心有多痛
只要你幸福迎风
我愿意沈默
我愿放开双手
给你自由给你梦
给你宽阔天空飞翔放纵
你说爱他灵魂
为他牺牲是认真
你是他的风筝
该由他来心疼
别管沈默的我
孤独的我怎麽过
你要珍重自己好好生活
我愿美丽风筝
快乐天真去遨翔
就算我一个人孤独荒凉
*p/s: 想。想。。想。。。我好想。。。。
69乐章
"69乐章" 最近很喜欢的一张专辑。
走进cd店里，很想把它带回家，收藏在我的cd柜里
但是价钱有点贵，所以我就默默地放下它走出来
前几天在朋友的车上听了他整张专辑
oOoohhhh gosh....
我决定了我要把它带回家！！！！！
但是，迟一点吧~~~
因为我穷......
*p/s: 最近好像越来越.............................
Random crapping~~
This few days is quite a good day for me. First, my manager on MC for 3 days, will be back on next Monday. We all are nearly shouting out when we got the notice mail from our ex-Team Leader. So, she will not be around this few days and we are government free lo~~~ 2nd good thing happen to me is, I got informed from my company HR colleague saying that me and Miss Gan being converted to IBM Regular employee soon. We are so surprise when she told us because my manager just extended our contract and she never mentioned about this before. We being requested to fill in a stupid form and do an online job application in IBM career website. So leceh and complicated. *Damn it! And we need to submit our resume and some certificate but too bad..all my certificate are in my hometown and the deadline to submit is tomorrow. Another damn it. So late just inform us and want us to get prepared in this short period. Sucks!!! No choice, I can't get to her by tomorrow...the only way is she delay my converted date to 1st of October. Emn...it's ok what...now already mid of September..no difference for me whether to convert now or October lo~~~
The 3rd good thing is I already found another new room. Although is a bit expensive for me but I have no choice. I can't find any other room which is lower price than this. I think I have more freedom or free space in the new room lo~~~Just me & my owner will stay in the condo. Is nice..right?No toilet sharing......the only bad thing is no internet connection would be provided in the new room. I have to subscribe a broadband and it will increase my monthly expenses again. Yesterday, my colleague told me that she has another cheaper connection for me..so I hope it can be nice to use....
That's all with all my good thing happen in this few days. No more good thing.
Anyway, I become fatter and fatter. *shit!!! I started my diet plan last two weeks. But sometimes I'm not sure is it can consider as a diet plan. I take oat + milo as my dinner this two weeks. I know it is disgusting but I have no choice. My whole family was on diet now except my eldest sister. My mom was taking diet drinks, my dad & my bro drinks oat as well, my 2nd elder sister was taking Herbalife. Why everyone around me was on diet recently? So curious.....*hope I can slim down soon~~
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I attended a funny 2 hours class just now. The class name is so called 'CSW'. 'CSW' stand for Completed Staff Work. This course description is as the statement below:
"Completed staff work requires empowered IBMers to offer their best thinking, their best recomendations, and ultimately their best work to resolve problems or exploit opportunities
in the workplace. Completed Staff Work is expected of you. That is, you should provide alternatives and suggestions, rather than just asking "What Should I do?"
It was a bit boring in the beginning of the class because is some slide show and description from the trainer. After we go through all the slide show, the fun part coming which is Exercise. 14 of us in the class, 2 of our classmate being choose to become Executive and the rest of us are normal staff and we divided into 3 team. 4 person in each team and the exercise is we need to come out a final presentation on the topic given by the trainer. The topic is "Choose a restaurant in One U for our team lunch." The 2 Executive will choose a best team that choose a nice restaurant. 30 minutes be given and 2 minutes for each group to ask executive question personally. Unexpectedly, the restaurant presented by our team been choose as the best restaurant for our team lunch. Hahahahahaa!!! We are so sO so sO happy and excited although no present be giving because I believe that we did a good job. So proud of it!!!!
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Think of buying myself a new laptop. I have no idea on what brand to buy. Anyone got any good suggestion?
阿信的文字
最近迷恋上五月天阿信的文字...经常都会不自觉的逛到他的部落格去
每天都在等着他的新文章....
很喜欢他最近的一篇...标题是 “明天之后，对你见到的每一个人微笑吧”
看着这篇文字，眼泪不自觉地流下来...
很喜欢这一段文字
“當我們看著悲劇降臨卻無力扭轉，在電視機前面好想衝出去作點什麼時，我知道我們有一模一樣的心情。如果你真 的想改變點什麼的話，至少閉上眼睛用力的體會一下，此刻環繞著我們的，那些家人健在、而豐衣足食的幸福，它們在現在是多麼隨手可得而微不足道，而或許有一 天它們會變得難以奢求而珍貴異常。
離開電腦的時候，對你見到的下一個人微笑吧。
傷癒之後、明天之後，對你見到的每一個人微笑吧。”
*p/s: 会创作的男生，总是特别的吸引人~~~
我。就是这样的女生
今天的心情是平静的..同时也是烦躁的...矛盾
之前一直有预感的事情，就那么巧的发生了
搞得我有一点措手不及 但是却还是得去解决
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每当我一踏出自己的世界，就会感觉到自己很渺小
感觉到自己的微不足道
很想把自卑心藏起来 但是，它却偏爱到处乱跑
很多事情都做不了决定
导致每一件事都停留在最初
很多的挫折感，很多的无力感
不断不断的涌出来
表面上的一切，并不代表内心的一切
习惯性的把自己隐藏起来
因为，一切都只是习惯
常常制造一些假象，好让自己活得开心点
但是..往往到最后却变得更伤心
因为，一切都只是假象
很想大声的喊说...“其实我并不快乐！！！”
但是..却做不到...
因为...我的懦弱
很多想要的东西..但是偏偏却得不到
我总是那么的不知足..永远想要更多
因为...Im Human
很想停止这一切...但是...
一旦停止了，我的心要往哪停泊呢？
*p/s: 明知道有些问题，没有答案还是要问
原谅我就是这样的女生
